Welcome to my blog. For those who don't know flash fiction is what people call those really, really short stories that are only a few pages or less usually, stuff you can read in a flash, hence the name. How this blog will work is that everyday I will post a normal blog post(like how my day went) and a flash fiction I wrote. Last year I did this story-a-day challenge for a couple of months(without missing a single day!) and now I decided that I'll blog it this time for everyone to see. Even if the quality is really bad I will post a story everyday. (Unless I get ill or other extenuating circumstances in which I'll put some past work of mine up so the blog always has something new.)
I'll start with my bio. My name is Langdon Kennedy, I'm getting a degree to become a science teacher. Writing is my primary hobby, though video games, movies and music are always fun, I often listen to music as I write. I have epilepsy, and its not a usual case, my doctor tells me that out of his about one thousand patients he only has three patients with my kind of epilepsy. I have several different kinds of seizures. I have partial seizures, which are the seizures that you aware from start to finish. My seizures are not caused by lights, they happen everyday and are increased by stress. I have them while walking, talking, reading, playing video games, reading, watching TV, going to the bathroom, even eating sometimes they make me choke, but I've gotten used to that. I have them at school, at my internship and at home. My seizures are usually violent jerks, primary to my right side. On the best of days I only have around three seizures while on the worst I've had a couple hundred. The intensity of my seizures varies, sometimes they can be just my eyes wiggling, to being massive flurries of like thirty of them in a row. Sometimes they mentally impair me sometimes they don't. Sometimes it causes me to gasp in air violently which is why I can't swim. I also can't drive because of my disability. I avoid carrying things because I can always drop them, arts and crafts aren't usually my thing because my seizures could cause me to ruin whatever I'm working on, I also can't do some house work because of them. At least with writing a seizure could only cause me to hit a few wrong keys, so there's the undo button for that.
But don't worry much about me, I work hard to make sure I go through everyday with a smile! For my first
flash fiction on this site I'll post a story I wrote for a friend of mine for his Christmas gift, though the actual story doesn't have to do with Christmas.
flash fiction on this site I'll post a story I wrote for a friend of mine for his Christmas gift, though the actual story doesn't have to do with Christmas.
The Bent Studio
By
Langdon Kennedy
The artist painted
the walls of his studio himself. He used blacks and whites to make
smooth curves and perfect lines into carefully crafted patterns. The
way he united these patterns around the room made it impossible to
figure out where the walls met the ceiling and where they met each
other.
With his patterns
he made the optical illusion that no matter where someone stood it
looked like the walls in front of them went further away while the
walls on sides closed in. The door was also painted so that it would
blend in with them and become just another part of the sea of whites
and blacks that made up the illusion.
The optical tricks
made all of space visibly mutate and the ceiling closed in when the
floor rose up. The illusion on the floor made anyone that walked on
the floor sink into it. People have gotten lost in the small room
because they couldn't find the door among the optical tricks.
To help the artist
put his paintings on the walls to guide people. Because of the
illusions of the rooms the paintings appeared to float freely as
their frames blended in with the patterns of the walls and made the
paintings jump free from the illusions. People could navigate around
the room by using the paintings as landmarks.
The artist's self
portrait served as the most important guide because it hung opposite
of the door. In it the artist wore a dark blue collared shirt that
fit snugly around his thin neck. The artist's skin was smooth as
glass and gleamed like fine glass would. He had a delicate nose that
looked regal in appearance. The expression on his face conveyed
perfect calmness. Looking directly into the portrait's eyes for too
long would rob someone of all their anger. His smile gave off a
feeling of warmth and confidence. His short brown hair ran cleanly
over his cheeks and forehead with a small curls at the ends. The
artist's portrait seemed to act like a guardian over all the other
art in the studio.
The
actual artist then entered the room. The true artist had scraggly
hair and eyes with a tired look in them. Small hairs dotted his chin
and his cheeks appeared beaten and rough. His large nose arced a
little downward. He wore an old, tattered red t-shirt with mangled
jeans. He had a large, nasty scar that crawled along his forehead
that everyone could see no matter how much he tried to hide it with
his hair. He carried a big green suitcase whose color clashed with
the optical illusions in the room so much that it looked like it tore
apart the walls.
“So
how are you?” the artist's portrait said to him in a strong, yet
caring tone.
“Fine,
thanks for asking.” the artist responded in a nearly breathless
voice.
“I'm
glad to hear that.” the self-portrait responded without moving his
lips. The artist's portrait was the first painting that spoke to him,
though now every piece of art he creates speaks to him with their own
voices.
“What's
in the suitcase?” asked a painting to the left of the
self-portrait. The high-pitch voice of the painting sounded like it
bubbled up from the bottom of a pool. The voice belonged to a
watercolor painting of a park that the artist went to as a child.
Despite the massive size he gave to the park there was only one child
in it sitting on a swing. It was a little girl that used to be his
best friend before he moved all those years ago.
“Is
it a new brother or sister for us?” a whisper from a landscape of
the woods asked. The artist painted the woods in a mellow autumn.
Sometimes it seemed to him that the whisper from the woods came more
from the fallen leaves than the trees.
“It's
a new painting.” he responded. He opened the suitcase to reveal an
incomplete painting and some of his painting supplies. He sat
cross-legged on the floor and knelt over the unfinished painting.
There was only one source of light in the room, a bare bulb hanging
from the exact center of the ceiling. This made him cast a thick
shadow on his developing painting.
A
deep cave filled up the painting. And inside the darkness of that
cave he had begun to paint a dragon. He hesitated when he grabbed his
brush. Yesterday he finished the body, wings, claws, neck and tail of
the beast. The last thing the dragon needed was its head. The artist
looked at his brush and imagined putting the last strokes of color
onto the painting and bringing the dragon's voice to life. He knew
that if he never completed it, then it would never speak to him.
“You
shouldn't be hesitating.” his self-portrait told him. “You
shouldn't keep the painting waiting, it needs to live.” the
portrait spoke to him with a thick tone. “Bring it to life.”
With
that command the artist finished the last few brush strokes. He then
heard the dragon moan and take a deep breath. “Thank you.” the
dragon's voice sounded like someone tearing metal. Its words shook
the insides of the artists ears. “While I waited for that last
brush stroke I wondered if you would actually complete me. Was it
okay for me to be afraid?” the dragon asked the artist.
“You
shouldn't have worried. We're always willing to accept more members
into our family.” the self-portrait answered.
The
room filled with the chatter of the paintings while the artist hung
the dragon on the wall and gave it a mellow smile. Despite its
intimidating voice the dragon made plenty of friends in a short
amount of time. The residents of a ballroom painting welcomed the
dragon, as did the landscape of the woods.
“Oh,
we'll have a new family member tomorrow too.” the artist smiled as
he looked around the room at all of his paintings.
“So,
are you finally bringing her into the studio?” the self-portrait
spoke more like he was giving an order than asking a question.
“Yes,
she's coming here.” the artist responded with a glad and nervous
tone. The artist grew a little smile and left his studio.
The
next day a woman entered the studio. She wore a black dress that
managed to look cheery despite its color. The dress clung to her body
like curtains to a window.
When
she walked into the room her brown eyes met the self-portrait's
calming green ones. Despite the differences between the portrait and
the genuine article she could still tell the portrait was supposed to
be her love. She didn't care about all the physical flaws that the
artist removed in his portrait, even the big, mangled scar that ran
across his forehead.
As
she walked across the room her black dress flowed into the illusions
of the room and it seemed as if everything in the room followed her.
Her red hair managed to break some of the illusions apart so as the
hair moved the room twisted around it. She almost fell over twice
before she got used to all the illusions.
The
artist entered the room after her, carrying art supplies, including
paints and a canvas. After he set them down he left and came back
with two chairs, one for him and one for her. He set the canvas up
while she posed in a delicate posture.
“She's
quite beautiful.” the self-portrait spoke with a tone that made his
statement sound like undeniable fact. “I'm glad you listened to my
advice and decided to bring her here.” The paintings began to
chatter, commenting on her and agreeing with the self-portrait. While
he began painting her they continued to talk. The artist managed to
ignore them enough to focus.
He
painted his love's body nearly exactly as it truly was, though he
softened the dress, smoothed the skin and made her expression a
little more sly. In the background of the portrait he replaced the
room's optical illusions with waves of ripe apple red.
“It's
finished.” the artist told her with a short breath. He expected the
portrait of her to start speaking and interrupt him, but it didn't.
He turned the canvas towards her.
“It's
wonderful. You're so talented.” she looked around the room.
“Knowing now that all these wonderful paintings were in here I
wonder why you didn't bring me in here before.” she said while the
paintings began to chatter again. After he hung her portrait on the
wall they left the studio. For years he entered and left his studio
with all of the paintings still talking except the portrait of his
love.
“You
saw it today didn't you?” the portrait of her said to him one
gloomy day. “A sign of age in her.”
“What
do you mean?” he asked the portrait, still a little shocked at its
sudden statement.
“You
know her beauty isn't going to last forever.” the portrait
responded. “Whatever imperfection you saw in her today, as she ages
they will be more. Her beauty will fade until she's nothing but an
ugly old hag.”
“That's
not true, she'll always be perfect.” the artist responded with a
sullen tone.
“My
beauty will stay, I'll be youthful forever, I won't die like she
will.” the portrait's soft voice patted his ears.
“Quiet
you wretch.” the self-portrait snarled at her. “I should have
never let him make you. I'm the only one he needs to listen to.”
“Forget
what he said. You should get rid of her. Keep only me, I'll stay
perfect while she'll rot away. Forget both of them. I'm the only one
you will ever need.” her voice got both softer and stronger as she
spoke.
“Shut
up, both of you! You're not even real!” he yelled at the paintings.
All the paintings began to talk at once, telling him to never say
such things.
“Not
real?” the self-portrait's tone became loud and angry, his voice
boomed over all the other paintings. “There are only two options
here. Either we're real, or you're crazy. Which would you rather
believe?”
The
artist felt at the large scar on his forehead. The more he thought
about all of it, the more depressed he became. Though once he thought
about her, the real her, he gained a new conviction.
“It
doesn't matter if I'm crazy or not. Today is the last day any of you
will talk to me.” he picked up a paintbrush and dipped it sloppily
into black paint. He walked up to the portrait of his love. The paint
that dripped from the brush broke apart the optical illusions of the
room as it fell onto the floor. He moved his brush in wide strokes
across the canvas.
“No!
Stop!” the portrait screamed as she was immersed in black. He
didn't leave any piece of the portrait uncovered.
“You
killed her. You really killed her.” the self-portrait's voice
shivered and shuddered. The artist turned to his self-portrait. “Are
you going to kill me too? You wouldn't, not after all this time, all
the time I guided you and help you make decisions.” The artist
began to swipe his blackened brush along the picture. As the artist
was about to finished the self-portrait said “I suppose the only
thing I can do now is forgive you.” After that none of the
paintings ever spoke again.
The challenge of accepting imperfect reality over tantalizing dreams...well done, Langdon!
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