“That's my story and I'm sticking to it.”
Aesop* #quote
Today I created a creation that created a creation for creating
creations. Anyway onto the flash fiction!
Ownership
“We really should resolve our differences before he gets to the
pharmacy,” a deep, gentle fatherly voice suggested from inside my
head.
Another voice in my head, one that sounded like that of an agitated
office worker, then replied, “Benjamin you just want us to rush to
a decision to put yourself in power.”
Benjamin laughed, the sound echoing through my head. “My dear
Ollie. You afraid of little old me?”
A raspy voice that sounded so weak it could neither belonging to
someone young or old said, “Isn't it right to fear everyone?”
Hundreds of voices of usually then spoke up yelling various things
at each other while I entered my car. It'd been a few years since
this last happened. Since the voices came and tried to take over.
Ollie and Benjamin usually tried to wrestle power and become me. At
least that's what the delusions were. The medications made it so I
managed to keep myself. The pharmacy filled my prescription late. The
drugs just came out of my system a few hours ago. I needed my
medicine before the voices took over. I hoped that maybe I made some
recovery of my own since the third voice that fought against Benjamin
and Ollie for power didn't appear, but then I heard him.
“Heya folks!” Parker, the third leading voice sounded like a
deep, static-y recording of two children, a boy and a girl, talking
at once. “The Ben-ster is right, if we don't work together at least
for a bit then the host is going to keep his free will. I for one
would love to have to a body again. Remember the last time we took
over Jared? We got brown hair we could comb and cut and got to enjoy
eating all that delicious food. Then all that money we got to
spend...it'll be a party! Party!”
The mass of voices that followed the three leaders responded with a
booming yell, “Yeah! Let's party with Parker!”
Benjamin then countered, “Don't try to make taking back Jared for
our own some party. It is a serious affair!” I tried to ignore the
voices, putting the keys in my car and starting my drive to the
pharmacy. I needed the pills. Now. If the voices took over they would
keep me from taking them. But if I got them in my system I would be
safe again.
The static in Parker's voice cleared and the two voices became
distorted in a different way. Like they yelled through a blizzard,
but so loud that it could be made out. “Why be so mellow about it?
We need to pull ourselves together to take back this body from him.
So everybody unite with me in one awesome Parker Party! Say it with
me! Parker Party!”
While I worked my way through traffic all the voices besides Ollie
and Benjamin chanted “Parker Party!” I wanted to speed. But
getting pulled over by a police officer or worse getting in an
accident would certainly doom me. I doubt I'd be able to carry any
sort of conversation with whoever I interacted with in a stressful
situation. Benjamin and Ollie tried to argue against Parker but they
were drowned out.
Eventually while I pulled into the pharmacy drive-thru I heard Ollie
chanting “Parker Party” while Benjamin became silent.
“I am Jared,” I said to myself again and again. I can't give in.
The person in front of me is about to move. I speak to the clerk and
get my medication.
“Parker Party,” I say to him with a smile while I grab the bag.
“What was that?” He asked.
“Nothing!” I replied. I drove to the middle of the near-empty
parking lot. My vision grew blurry. I tried to say “I am Jared”
but all that came out was “Parker Party”. I tore open the package
and started to open some bottled water I brought with me to swallow
the medication.
Then Benjamin's voice yelled, louder than anything he'd ever yelled
before, “I am Jared!”
My vision became a more clear, just enough for me to take the
medication. I think I passed out in the car. When I awoke stars hung
over the parking lot and fotunately an officer didn't see me and
mistake me for a drunk driver. I hurried home and ate. I didn't quite
understand Benjamin's motives for saving me. In moments they would
have taken over my body. He didn't do it for me, every time I heard
the voices that one hated me. Eventually I put the thoughts of the
matter away. Whatever they thought didn't matter as long as I had my
medicine.
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