“Early
to bed and early to
rise makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise.”
Rip Van
Winkle*
Traveled to
another dimension today and played Pokemon with Cthulhu. He beat me
pretty good. Who would have though he's a competitive player? Dang.
The Evolving
Nightmare
I found one of
the worst kind of terrors. The therapist can't help me with it. The
medications aren't working either. I have a recurring dream. A
recurring nightmare. It's horrible. Everyone pities me, though I
think my doctor thinks she can get a paper or two out of this, the
witch.
The nightmare
has me walking through a garden. A beautiful garden being guuided by
a beautiful woman. It's a sunny day. But after a minute or two it
turns to a deep rain. The woman remains beautiful. She grips me by
the arm and starts dragging me along. I start to see horrible things
appear in the garden and even though she's a frail looking woman I
can't escape.
The way this
nightmare is truly frightening is that I both know what is coming and
do not. Two-thirds of the horrible things in the garden stay the same
and the others change. It is random and eventually a new set comes.
The nightmare is so lucid and I am so very aware. I know the horror
that will come but there will always be something new to torment me.
The nightmare is always evolving each night and I can't stop. To know
and not know. It's a confusion that wrecks my insides and bends my
mind. That is the new terror I have found and will keep finding.
Help.
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